Tonight

Title taken from song by famous korean pop group Big Bang.

Lately a lot of good and bad things happened. I wanted to write this entry a week ago, but because of approaching end of school year i had too much work to do. Even now I'm searching something for classes. THIS IS MADNESS really. On weekend i wanted to sleep longer- my body doesn't wanted so i had only couple of hours to relax.

Well this entry is going to be photo-rich one, so stay tuned!

1. Last week i went with my sis to the cinema. She won tickets in some of competition on net and because she has no friends (really) she forced me to go with. Good for me it was some VIP premiere of Pirates of the caribbeans *_* I love whole saga, so i didn't mind skipping comp classes and going too see it. Because i had a little more time before it started i went to shopping mall nearby to buy eyelash curler. Of course i ended buying some nail colors and creme.... ;_;

Starting from left: Loreal Triple Active for mixed skin, Golden Rose nailpolish, eyecurler

The movie itself was enjoyable, I liked it but tbh it wasn't so OMGOMGMOGMOGM. Okay the atmosphere was ok and creepy sometimes; I'd rate it 6/10 though :)

2. I went for whole weekend to my grandma's house where my hairdresser lives. Saddly, she went to an rehabilitation, so my mum dyed my hair yesterday. Well i don't love the results too much, because my mom gave a little too much paint instead of dye lol.

While i was there i painted my nails with help of these bought ones on last photo :D enjoy ^^

Nails <3 i love them :D Next time i'll do something more romantic,
i promise haha

I look ugly, sorry XD this is the color :d
Many says that i look bad in it though TT"
After a little break i'm going to darken it....

3. Today i went shopping with my mum. Well at first i went alone, but because i couldn't decide which shoes to buy i waited for her to finish job and come to me XD I made her angry as well...While i was reading on the highest lvl in the mall she phoned me and i didn't heard it. After 10 min i discovered that she's waiting and immediatly run there but she's already pissed off XD I had to pay with my own card (she left hers at home lol) but i'm still happy for new shoes <3

Photos of some models that i feel in love with also and my today's purchase :D

They're amazingly thin heeled :O
but i loved it (and my mom didn't)

They're my 2nd ones that i couldn't decide on.
But they're too loose on my feet after some steps :(

the FREAKING ADORABLEST ones ;;
I feel in love with them at first sight
But they're too high i think
And too thin heeled for such an fat woman like me haha

And my today's purchase <3 Shoes, KOBO eyeshadowbase, eyebrow  pencil and fake nail cutter XD

4. I ordered my Princess Mimi eyelenses today <3 Can't wait to wear them!

Lupin

Today i had a long meeting with one of my old friends. We hadn't seen ourself more than a half year ;; When i saw her i realized, how much i've been missing our shopping spree meetings : ( Saddly, not whole day was so superb for me. I had a huge year exam from German today. And of course i didn't learn for it. No. Why? Well first of all it was Reading+ Listening+ Essay so i quite didn't knew what to repeat. Because i got home late yesterday due to computer classes, i started to refresh grammar at....11 pm? Quite late. I went to bed really soon and woke up at 5 am to learn more.
I did on the 2 parts really ok i think. BUT WRITING WAS SO FU*KING WERID.
I bet i have bazilliard of grammar mistakes as aways. But screw it, anyway.
After i came home from meeting i got scolded by my mum, for coming home late (wtf? it was 7 pm :/ ) and not answering her calls. I wanted to re-call her but i don't have ANY money left on my phone card. I know she was only worried and so, but still, it was first time after really long period, when she was that angry.
Anyway i had measured some clothes on TKMaxx with Xell so photos ~~ ( i bought only and ring saddly : ()

I think this body was quite funny to wear :D saddly, i'm too fat something like this XD"

Today outfit for DSD probe prufung and shopping then :D

Some not-cute close up *i was so sweaty that i broke my make up a little :(*

The ring i bought today <3

So, yesterday i registered also on two, dating/meeting people sites. My friend Regina forced me to, but i think it's a brilliant idea as well xD Does anybody has account on hey-ai.com or http://love4asianmen.com/ ?:D I know that i'm a pathetic woman sometimes, okay xDD

Back! Let's get motivated!

So I'm finally back! My hiatus was kinda long, sorry =^_^'= It's because i spent whole april on sitting home and recovering after operation. For those who want to know I'll write, what was the cause of it ;)
In december last year i discovered small bump on my throat. Because a lot of my classmates were sick back then, so i thought that it can be biggered lymph node and left it without going to doc. After week it was so HUGE that i went to ask wth is this thing. My lovely doc saw it and didn't knew what caused it so we've made some blood tests. Results were fine, so she sended me to hospital. They did USG to chceck it aaand....It was a tumor on my thryroid : O I stayed there for 4 days and went home. In January they sended me to clinic to get a visit by endocrynologist. He planned my surgery for 3rd April :D And it was done! Now i must take pills to the end of my life (whyyyy ;_;)  and come to consultations every 2-3 months D: My voice is kinda damaged too...

OKAY BUT STOP COMPLAINING!

Lately I've been practicing gyaru make up more and more <3 I was on diet too but period attacked me and I just HAD to eat some chocolate ;______;  I'm thinking about bleaching my hair a little to light brown. What do you think?:D On photos it's not my natural color, just to let you know XD My natural one is pitch dark brown, almost black o-o
Today i went out shopping but saddly, i haven't found anything interesting 8| Some photos!(+ one photo from 2 weeks ago, but it's too shopping one so).

I fell in love with those shorts but they were the only pair in whole TKMaxx
and i didn't had money back then...now i bet they're sold already :/

I was thinking about buying that blouse...for training and daily use.
What do you think?

Yesterday i tried to do some make-up with lower lashes but i suck and it turned out quite bad 8|" sorry~! In next entry I'll make BEFORE/AFTER photos, so stay tuned!:D

I'm feeling kinda depressed lately too.Why? Because i can't response to strage people. I can't look anyone straight in the eyes. I'm just too embarassed/shy and instead of smilling (which i really like and they're smiling to me so i want to response with a smile too) i'm making angry face. I'm really trying to find what's wrong with me > _> And i'm fat haha.